If you had any faith at all
By Kimm Crandall | Read the verses.
This passage follows the important event of the transfiguration. While Jesus, Peter, James and John were on the Mount of Transfiguration, the nine other apostles were left behind. These nine were asked by a desperate father to deliver his son from a demon that was causing dangerous epileptic behavior.
Verses 14-15.
A crowd—most likely those who were helpers in Jesus’ ministry, and scribes who came to question—was waiting for Jesus and the three apostles to return from the mountain. When Jesus approached the crowd, the boy’s father came forward and explained his plight. Believing that Jesus had the power to do what his disciples could not, the man fell before him in humility, showing respect.
Verse 16.
There is no doubt that the father had brought his son to Jesus to be healed, but settled for the disciples’ help in his absence. With Jesus absent from the scene he naturally and mistakenly shifted his hope to men believing that the disciples could do what only God could do. They could not deliver.
Verses 17-18.
Jesus rebuked the group that had gathered for looking in the wrong direction, looking away from God and toward something or someone else for what only God could do. Again there had been a major “hope shifting” as they did not believe that Jesus was enough. Jesus is continually found rebuking the disciples for this reason—they are slow to believe that he is the Messiah although they were witnessing a miracle.
Verse 19.
Approaching Jesus privately perhaps out of embarrassment for not being able to deliver, the understandably perplexed apostles questioned Jesus as to why they could not do what he had given them charge of.
Verse 20.
Again, Jesus rebukes the apostles, saying “Your faith pretty much sucks.” Like us, their lack of faith in God pointed toward their abundance of faith in themselves. The mustard seed was used as an example of something so tiny that it can barely be seen. And the mountain that Jesus had just descended from as an example of the largest, most impossible object to move.
Just like us, the apostles often inserted themselves in a work that only God could do. Should they have tried to cast out demons? Of course. But doing so wasn’t about them and their ability. The gospel is about the weak and needy, relying on a huge God to do what they could not. The self-absorbed apostles had forgotten this.
Having the faith of a mustard seed is almost like having no faith at all. This was Jesus’ point: the strength of our faith does not change the strength of our God. The weakest among us has the same strong Christ as the strongest in faith. We need the strength of the Lord—not to make us stronger, but for him to be our very strength, because without him we are nothing.
Even faith that is as minuscule as a mustard seed, is a gift given to us by God. We cannot move mountains with our words, but God did. Jesus came, lived and died in perfect faith, precisely because of our lack of faith. On a hill, hanging in agony, still believing on our behalf, Jesus threw the mountain of our sin into the ocean of God’s mercy. He is faithful even when we fail.